sa a7ki el yawma kayfa bada2at 9isati ma3ak.
Fi 3achiyati tilka asabt, lam yakon ladaya 3amal, wa lam astati3 adahaba ila ayi makan, li ana asama2a kanat tomtir birazara. li hada 9arart alojo2 ila el internet robama ajido chay2an yosalini, fadahabt ila site minara, li sama3 el arani, wa honaka lahadt ani yomkinoni doghol achat. fa3alto hada, wa honaka 9abalto insaana yatakalam el 3arabia, wa law ani lam a3taad takalomiha, bada2to fi el hadithi ma3ah.
el bidaya lam takon jayida, li anaho sa2al 3an mihnati wa 9olt ini momarida, wa rada howa bi9awlihi inaho to3jiboho el momaridat, wa hada el 9awl ardabani, wa ba3daha i3tadara 3an ma 9alah, wa 9ala inaho lam ya9sid an yordibani hakada.
Ba3daha bada2na el 7adith,lakin ma lafata intibahi ana kanat honaka mororaton wa ba3d el 7i9d fi a9walih, ghasatan fima yata3ala9 bi el 7ob, wa fatayat alati yaskonin fi oropa.
La adri lima, lakin kalamoho athara 3alay, wa ba2ato fi el 7adithi ma3ah, li oghafifa 3anh tilka el morora wa el 7ozn alladi fi nafsiyatih.
yawm ba3da yawm bada2na natacharako fi el a7zan, wa el afra7, fi hadithina el mo3taad.
wa ka anana na3rifo ba3dana mondo sinin.
El 7a9i9a madat el ayaam bisor3a, wa bada2to o7is bi el 7aja li atakalom ilayh, asba7to modmina 3ala el msn, kola yawm ta9riban, antadiroh 3ala msn. wa yawma la yakono honak konto o7is bi el faragh. wa fi yawmin mina el ayam talabto ra9ma hatifah, li dalika bada2to fi el itisali bih. 3indama sami3to satoho li awal mara, kana maridan wa sawtoho gharibon naw3an ma bisabab azokam, raghma hada ila ana a7sasto bi chay2in yajdiboni na7wah. tamanayto law ani okalimoho yawmiyan lisama3i sawtihi el gharib.
el 9isa lam tantahi ba3d, fi wa9tin akhar okmiloha..el 7a9i9a, ani la adri mata wa kayf, bada2to o7is bi achya2 hia laysat ghariba 3ani, lakin konto a3lam ana hadihi el achya2 sa tajdibo li el halak, fa bada2to ataharab bima o7is itijaha hada el insan, aladi bada2a bi9asa2idihi yobayin i3jabaho bi, wa makanati fi hayatih.
Ama ana fa kolo ma konto af3aloho howa el horob min koli hadihi el achya2 el jamila. lam astati3, an atajawab wahada li3idati asbab.
fi nafs el wa9t kont o7ibo 9asa2idaho, wa 9isasaho 3ani, konto aktoboha 3ala wara9 li a9ra2aha 3ala mahl, aynama aradt.
wa ata el yawm alladi ana konto gha2ifa minh, wa howa insi7aboho min 7ayati. la9ad sa9ata 3alaya hada el ghabar ka asa3i9a, raghma anaho kana 9ad 7adarani minhada. likay la azida min alamih 9ararto an ad3ama insi7abah, fa howa 3ala 7a9. limada yastamir ma3a insana baridat el macha3ir, 3adimat el i7sas.
ba3da hada el fora9, 3ichto ayaman ach3oro biha fi wa7datin 9atila, wa konoto ahrobo 7ata min ro2yat el pc.
Fi a7ad el ayaam, 3ada wa9al inaho lam yastati3 an yariba 3ani, wa sanab9a asdi9a2, 7ata walaw ana macha3irah tata3ada macha3ir asada9a, wa ana min chidat el ghawf min ghasaratih min jadid, 9abilto wa ra7abto bi3awdatih ila 7ayati.
a7yana kathira, kana yata7adath 3an macha3ir 3ami9a tafo9o macha3ir asada9a, lidalika konto da2iman atajanabo hadihi el mawadi3, li ani konto lazilto o7is, ana honaka achya2 kathira majhola, 9ad toza3zi3 hadihi el macha3ir el jamila.
wa 7alati hadihi ba9iyat hakada ila an maridt, wa lam astati3 adahaba li el internet. 3indaha a7sasto bi9imati hada el insaan fi hayati. li 9awl el mathal, la ta3rif 9imat achay2 7ata taf9idah. fi 7alati a7sasto bi9imatih, 3indama aradto an okalimah wa lam astati3, aradto an a7ki laho 3an 7ali wa lam astati3. 3indaha fa9at adrakto, ana hada el insaan mohim jidan li akthar mima konto atasawar. Hadihi el 7a9i9a afza3atni, li ani bada2to ataghyaloho kathiran wa ofakir bih.
konto fi 7alatinn yortha laha, jismaniyan wa 3atifiyan. saraghto kathiran min el alam el 3atifi, li ana lam orid an osadi9 ana hada ya7doth li. el wo9o3 fi el 7ob min jadid. ankarto maratin 3adida kolo chay2in a7sasto bih itijaha hada el insaan, lakin bidon jadwa fa kolo chay2in fiya kana yahtif bih, wa hada kana a9wa mini, fa istaslamto mokrahatan.
3indama ra2aytoh ba3da tilka el ayaam el 9asiya adrakto ana rafd el 7a9i9a asba7a chay2on rabiy jidan, li ana kolo chy2 kana wadi7an ka achams.
fakana 3alaya an ataghida el 9arar alli ana konto da2iman gha2ifaton minh, wahowa i3lani mada hobi wa 7ajati li hada achaghs alladi asba7a yajri fi dami.
wa asba7to el aan, a3icho 3ala amali ali9a2 bih, li o7a9i9a achya2 kathira taghyaltoha wa howa ila janibi.
bismi allahi arrahmani arrahim.ini aktobo al2an,lakin liman aktob,wa liman sa ahki,sawfa aktobo li asama2 wa lil bihar ,wa lil widyan li a9oula lahom kayfa hiya habibato 9albi.wa kayfa hiya man sahirat allayali tofakiro fi wa fi ahwali.
ayatoha asama2 ayatoha albiharo wa alwidyan,sawfa ahki lakom kay tachhadou 3la ma a9oul.kanat assa3a 15:30 yawma 19.11.2005.ta3arafto 3ala fatat 3an tari9 ITERNET dakhila maw9i3in ouroupi li ani konto atma7o ila alhaditi ma3a insanatin dat ta9afa rrabiya wa lora rayra loratin 3arabiya.lakin tajri arriyaho bima la tachtahi assofon hayto tahawalat hadihi al2oroupiya ila fatat 3arabiya ba3da ma adhachatni bi 9awliha li salam 3alikom.ata3rifina man hiya ayatoha assama2 inaha rifiyaton min madinat elhocaima.tasawarou ani konto fadan ma3aha wa achba3toha kalaman jarihan wa talabto minha alwada3 wal tatrokni li alami almadi,lakinaha kanat fodoliya bihodou2iha wa bara2atiha wa 3arafat kayfa tamtaso radabi.wa 9alat li lima tohinoni fa ana lam af3alo laka chay2an.fa 9olto laha kolkom swa siya ya banat watani alhabib,alladi ta9cha3iro laho nofouso fatayat almahjar.wa tatanakaro laho 9oloubokom bi allahi 3alayki ayoha assama2 wa ayatoha alwidyan,alam yakoni alhobo yarbito bayna jami3i al2ajnas wa ljinsiyat,wa yowahido bayna al2a3da2 wa yajma3o bayna adiyanat.lakin 9oli li ayatoha assama2 ma lladi hasal li banati baladi limada yohibouna ala3iba bi macha3irina wa yourarirouna bi lhobi hata yatrokona natakhabato fi ahzanina.wa bi basata yohibounana fi sayfi wa yansounana 3ala touli assana,wa kama ya9oulon allahoma habiba vakansiya omdi ma3aha assayf ahsano min la chay2.lakin sadi9ini ayatoha asama2 laysa 3ala hisabi karamati wa kibriya2i.li anaki nasayti anana chabab lana macha3ir wa ahasis.wa hada howa asabab aladi ja3alani akrahokom.sadi9ini ayatoha assama2 law lam ara fi 3aynayha anaha ahlon li ti9a lama bohto laha bi 2alami fa akhadat hiya al2okhra tsarihoni bi homoumiha wa machakiliha.atadrina ayatoha assama2 lima hadihi assor3a fi ta3arofina wa sarahatina wa ti9atina azza2ida,wa howa sababon 9alilon ma no2mino bihi wa howa alborji aladi yajma3ona wa howa borjo al3a9rab wa yalaha lasa3atni bi somiha hatihi al3a9rab 9abla ana atatawala 3alayha wa ohinaha,almohim ayatoha assama2 itafa9to ma3a rifiya ana no3ti ba3dana forsatan fi ta3arof aktar,wa hada ma 7asal wa istamarat 3ala9atona li achhor koloha ihtiram motabadal.lakin la a3rifo lima yanba3ito min 3aynayha achya2 rariba lam afhamha wa hada ma zada khawfi mina ata3alo9i biha ba3da ma wajadtoha baridatan ma3i.fa akhadto 9arariya assa3b rarma 3adam i9tina3i bihi lakin khawfi min sadmatin taniya kana a9wa ba3da ma bohto laha bi i3jabi biha wa hobi laha.fa konto jari2an watalabto minha alfira9 lakinha rafadat an tofari9ani.lakin 9olto laha inaki ananiya wa la tohibina ila nafsaki wa la tastati3i akhda 9ararin ha9i9i li 3ala9atina.fa 9abilat alfira9 robama li irda2i aw li ta3rifa man akouna bi nisbati laha ba3da ma ob3ido 3anha.lakin fal tosadi9ini ayatoha assama2 la9ad ahssat ba3da fira9iha bi daya3in kamil wa ani la astati3o al3aycha ba3idan 3anha rrama anaha la tohiboni.lakin ba3da 3awdati laha kanat sadran hanounan 3alaya walam tasdimani bal a3tatni al2amal fi alfawzi bi 9albiha alkabir,ba3dama 9alat li ani chay2on mohimon fi hayatiha wa anaha i3tadat 3la wojoudi kola yawmin lakin 3alay ana amnahaha ba3da alwa9t.chokran laki ayatoha assama2 la9ad an3amti 3alaya bikhayrik ba3da ma konto ta2ihan fi hadihi adonya ka lmaf9oud .wa ha ana al2an ka tifli almawloud bayna aydi insana amina.lakin kolma mara yamon ma3aha ila wa zada hobi laha wa khawfi minha,lakin ayatoha assama2 falan aloumaha in kanat jamidata al2ihsas li ana fi ba3di al2ahyan takhtalito 3alayna al2omour wa tatachabako afkarona li najida anfosana 3ajizina 3la ta9dimi khotwatin li l2amam aw li lwara2.fakan 3alayha an takhtar 9araran wa la tatroka 9albayna yahtari9an bi nari lhobi lramid.tora ayatoha assama2 ma aladi sawfa ta9oloho rifiyati ????????
lakin alam a9ol laki ayatoha aljibal wa ayatoha lbihar ana fatati ramida walakinaha tahtarimoni wa tas2alo 3an ahwali bi tafsili almomil kola yawmin wa hata 3a2ilati tas2alo 3anha wala yamoro yawmon ila wa kanat risalatoha tantadiro maji2i mina al3aml tas2alo fiha 3an hali wa kayfa kana yawmi.tora ayna hiya hadihi alfatat alati taf3alo min ajlika kola hada wa nahnou fi zamanin matat fihi al2ahasis wa in3adama fihi alhob.ata3rifina lima osarihoki ayatoha assama2 li anaki konti rafi9ati fi layli wa anahar ba3da ma ikhatafat majnounati modata 20 yawman wa hata rasa2ili la tajibo 3anha.anti chahida 3la raf3i a3yoni laki li atawasal ila rabiki warabi lima ata3adabou fi lhob ,wa lima yahsolo li hada koloho.wa lima rifiyati hada ikhtifa2o almofaji2 aladi taraka achaka yatasarbou ilaya la9ad tala riyaboki fa ta2akadi anaki yawma konti maridatan wa ana la a3lam tamanayto almawta min jadida wala ofakira ani sawfa ahtari9o bi nari lhobi min jadid fa la adam3o sawfa yotfi2o nara 9albi wala adawa2 sa yochfi jorhi ba3dama achfaytih,9oli ayatoha assama2 lima ikhtafat habibati wa lima 3alaya ana atahamol so3oubta al9adar_aaino min ti9lihi 3la katifi_am atma3a li asira ka ba9i albachar_li ablora ma3a habibati al2a3ali wa adala almontasir.lima ikhtafayti wa ana aladi tamanaytoki fi khayali wa kanat anatija hiya 9asidaton 9ltoha fi 3aynayki.wa lima takhtafi wa ana aladi ahdaytoki 9asidatan taniya fi 3idi alhob wa ana a3rifo anaki la tohibini.lima ikhtafayti wa ana aladi kataba laki kola kalimatin fi chi3ri bi dami 9albi.fal tojibi ayatoha assama2 alan ta9oli li ayna habibato 9albi wa 9ari2ato finjani.9oli laha ayatoha assama2 in kataba allaho 3alayna alli9a2 fadalika ma atamanah,wa in kana l3aks fa satab9ayna fi 9albi al2arla wa l2a3az ba3da allahi wa omi wa kol ma li fi donya.falan akhjala min 9awliha rarma rahiliki ini ohiboki aktara ma tohiboki omoki wa ina hobi laki ja3alani ahlomo fi radin afdal ma3ak_(wa law khayarouni bayna an a3icha da2iman,aw al9aki maratan wahida wa ba3daha ya9tolouni,li ani ikhtarto almawta 3ala dira3ayki bi mojaradi ana ara bari9a 3aynayki aladi assarani)_fahadihi hiya alhayat fala ta3ma laha bidouni 3adab,wala sa3ada bidouni tadhiyat,wa yastamiro 9albi fi hobiki ya 9ari2ata finjani.fal tachhadi ayatoha asama2,wal taktobi yatoha atoyour 3ala wara9i al2achjar,wal tanhati ayatoha almiyaho l3adbato 3ala sokhouri alwidyan ani ohiboha bi koli jawarihi wa ma tamanaho howa ro2yatoha min jadid ma3i ba3da ma 3arafto ani mohimon fi hayatiha min yawmi i3laniha hadihi alkhotwa ,wa ana ahlomo bi yawmi li9a2iha wa an ykouno yawmo li9a2ina yawman yachahadou laho atarikh wa tastafido minho kolo al2ahiba.wal tosadi9ini ayatoha assama2 ana kolo ma yahomoni fiha howa 3a9loha alkabir wa 9alboha arrahim,wa la yahomoni man hiya wa man takoun wa min ayna atat,ini oridoha kama hiya sawa2an kanat ta3ichofi koukhin 9adim fi wasati rabatin,aw ta3icho fi 9asrin faw9a talatin motilatin 3ala albahri.sadi9ini ayatoha assama2 ohiboha bi 3adadi 9atarati miyahi al2amtar.wa hadihi hiya 9issati allati sarahtoki biha fi ayami alwahda ba3da riyabi man ohib hata nokha3.أحبك.أهواك ولا أريد العيش مع سواك المخلص abdel
ayatoha asama2 ayatoha albiharo wa alwidyan,sawfa ahki lakom kay tachhadou 3la ma a9oul.kanat assa3a 15:30 yawma 19.11.2005.ta3arafto 3ala fatat 3an tari9 ITERNET dakhila maw9i3in ouroupi li ani konto atma7o ila alhaditi ma3a insanatin dat ta9afa rrabiya wa lora rayra loratin 3arabiya.lakin tajri arriyaho bima la tachtahi assofon hayto tahawalat hadihi al2oroupiya ila fatat 3arabiya ba3da ma adhachatni bi 9awliha li salam 3alikom.ata3rifina man hiya ayatoha assama2 inaha rifiyaton min madinat elhocaima.tasawarou ani konto fadan ma3aha wa achba3toha kalaman jarihan wa talabto minha alwada3 wal tatrokni li alami almadi,lakinaha kanat fodoliya bihodou2iha wa bara2atiha wa 3arafat kayfa tamtaso radabi.wa 9alat li lima tohinoni fa ana lam af3alo laka chay2an.fa 9olto laha kolkom swa siya ya banat watani alhabib,alladi ta9cha3iro laho nofouso fatayat almahjar.wa tatanakaro laho 9oloubokom bi allahi 3alayki ayoha assama2 wa ayatoha alwidyan,alam yakoni alhobo yarbito bayna jami3i al2ajnas wa ljinsiyat,wa yowahido bayna al2a3da2 wa yajma3o bayna adiyanat.lakin 9oli li ayatoha assama2 ma lladi hasal li banati baladi limada yohibouna ala3iba bi macha3irina wa yourarirouna bi lhobi hata yatrokona natakhabato fi ahzanina.wa bi basata yohibounana fi sayfi wa yansounana 3ala touli assana,wa kama ya9oulon allahoma habiba vakansiya omdi ma3aha assayf ahsano min la chay2.lakin sadi9ini ayatoha asama2 laysa 3ala hisabi karamati wa kibriya2i.li anaki nasayti anana chabab lana macha3ir wa ahasis.wa hada howa asabab aladi ja3alani akrahokom.sadi9ini ayatoha assama2 law lam ara fi 3aynayha anaha ahlon li ti9a lama bohto laha bi 2alami fa akhadat hiya al2okhra tsarihoni bi homoumiha wa machakiliha.atadrina ayatoha assama2 lima hadihi assor3a fi ta3arofina wa sarahatina wa ti9atina azza2ida,wa howa sababon 9alilon ma no2mino bihi wa howa alborji aladi yajma3ona wa howa borjo al3a9rab wa yalaha lasa3atni bi somiha hatihi al3a9rab 9abla ana atatawala 3alayha wa ohinaha,almohim ayatoha assama2 itafa9to ma3a rifiya ana no3ti ba3dana forsatan fi ta3arof aktar,wa hada ma 7asal wa istamarat 3ala9atona li achhor koloha ihtiram motabadal.lakin la a3rifo lima yanba3ito min 3aynayha achya2 rariba lam afhamha wa hada ma zada khawfi mina ata3alo9i biha ba3da ma wajadtoha baridatan ma3i.fa akhadto 9arariya assa3b rarma 3adam i9tina3i bihi lakin khawfi min sadmatin taniya kana a9wa ba3da ma bohto laha bi i3jabi biha wa hobi laha.fa konto jari2an watalabto minha alfira9 lakinha rafadat an tofari9ani.lakin 9olto laha inaki ananiya wa la tohibina ila nafsaki wa la tastati3i akhda 9ararin ha9i9i li 3ala9atina.fa 9abilat alfira9 robama li irda2i aw li ta3rifa man akouna bi nisbati laha ba3da ma ob3ido 3anha.lakin fal tosadi9ini ayatoha assama2 la9ad ahssat ba3da fira9iha bi daya3in kamil wa ani la astati3o al3aycha ba3idan 3anha rrama anaha la tohiboni.lakin ba3da 3awdati laha kanat sadran hanounan 3alaya walam tasdimani bal a3tatni al2amal fi alfawzi bi 9albiha alkabir,ba3dama 9alat li ani chay2on mohimon fi hayatiha wa anaha i3tadat 3la wojoudi kola yawmin lakin 3alay ana amnahaha ba3da alwa9t.chokran laki ayatoha assama2 la9ad an3amti 3alaya bikhayrik ba3da ma konto ta2ihan fi hadihi adonya ka lmaf9oud .wa ha ana al2an ka tifli almawloud bayna aydi insana amina.lakin kolma mara yamon ma3aha ila wa zada hobi laha wa khawfi minha,lakin ayatoha assama2 falan aloumaha in kanat jamidata al2ihsas li ana fi ba3di al2ahyan takhtalito 3alayna al2omour wa tatachabako afkarona li najida anfosana 3ajizina 3la ta9dimi khotwatin li l2amam aw li lwara2.fakan 3alayha an takhtar 9araran wa la tatroka 9albayna yahtari9an bi nari lhobi lramid.tora ayatoha assama2 ma aladi sawfa ta9oloho rifiyati ????????
lakin alam a9ol laki ayatoha aljibal wa ayatoha lbihar ana fatati ramida walakinaha tahtarimoni wa tas2alo 3an ahwali bi tafsili almomil kola yawmin wa hata 3a2ilati tas2alo 3anha wala yamoro yawmon ila wa kanat risalatoha tantadiro maji2i mina al3aml tas2alo fiha 3an hali wa kayfa kana yawmi.tora ayna hiya hadihi alfatat alati taf3alo min ajlika kola hada wa nahnou fi zamanin matat fihi al2ahasis wa in3adama fihi alhob.ata3rifina lima osarihoki ayatoha assama2 li anaki konti rafi9ati fi layli wa anahar ba3da ma ikhatafat majnounati modata 20 yawman wa hata rasa2ili la tajibo 3anha.anti chahida 3la raf3i a3yoni laki li atawasal ila rabiki warabi lima ata3adabou fi lhob ,wa lima yahsolo li hada koloho.wa lima rifiyati hada ikhtifa2o almofaji2 aladi taraka achaka yatasarbou ilaya la9ad tala riyaboki fa ta2akadi anaki yawma konti maridatan wa ana la a3lam tamanayto almawta min jadida wala ofakira ani sawfa ahtari9o bi nari lhobi min jadid fa la adam3o sawfa yotfi2o nara 9albi wala adawa2 sa yochfi jorhi ba3dama achfaytih,9oli ayatoha assama2 lima ikhtafat habibati wa lima 3alaya ana atahamol so3oubta al9adar_aaino min ti9lihi 3la katifi_am atma3a li asira ka ba9i albachar_li ablora ma3a habibati al2a3ali wa adala almontasir.lima ikhtafayti wa ana aladi tamanaytoki fi khayali wa kanat anatija hiya 9asidaton 9ltoha fi 3aynayki.wa lima takhtafi wa ana aladi ahdaytoki 9asidatan taniya fi 3idi alhob wa ana a3rifo anaki la tohibini.lima ikhtafayti wa ana aladi kataba laki kola kalimatin fi chi3ri bi dami 9albi.fal tojibi ayatoha assama2 alan ta9oli li ayna habibato 9albi wa 9ari2ato finjani.9oli laha ayatoha assama2 in kataba allaho 3alayna alli9a2 fadalika ma atamanah,wa in kana l3aks fa satab9ayna fi 9albi al2arla wa l2a3az ba3da allahi wa omi wa kol ma li fi donya.falan akhjala min 9awliha rarma rahiliki ini ohiboki aktara ma tohiboki omoki wa ina hobi laki ja3alani ahlomo fi radin afdal ma3ak_(wa law khayarouni bayna an a3icha da2iman,aw al9aki maratan wahida wa ba3daha ya9tolouni,li ani ikhtarto almawta 3ala dira3ayki bi mojaradi ana ara bari9a 3aynayki aladi assarani)_fahadihi hiya alhayat fala ta3ma laha bidouni 3adab,wala sa3ada bidouni tadhiyat,wa yastamiro 9albi fi hobiki ya 9ari2ata finjani.fal tachhadi ayatoha asama2,wal taktobi yatoha atoyour 3ala wara9i al2achjar,wal tanhati ayatoha almiyaho l3adbato 3ala sokhouri alwidyan ani ohiboha bi koli jawarihi wa ma tamanaho howa ro2yatoha min jadid ma3i ba3da ma 3arafto ani mohimon fi hayatiha min yawmi i3laniha hadihi alkhotwa ,wa ana ahlomo bi yawmi li9a2iha wa an ykouno yawmo li9a2ina yawman yachahadou laho atarikh wa tastafido minho kolo al2ahiba.wal tosadi9ini ayatoha assama2 ana kolo ma yahomoni fiha howa 3a9loha alkabir wa 9alboha arrahim,wa la yahomoni man hiya wa man takoun wa min ayna atat,ini oridoha kama hiya sawa2an kanat ta3ichofi koukhin 9adim fi wasati rabatin,aw ta3icho fi 9asrin faw9a talatin motilatin 3ala albahri.sadi9ini ayatoha assama2 ohiboha bi 3adadi 9atarati miyahi al2amtar.wa hadihi hiya 9issati allati sarahtoki biha fi ayami alwahda ba3da riyabi man ohib hata nokha3.أحبك.أهواك ولا أريد العيش مع سواك المخلص abdel
bism allah ira7man ira7im.
habibi law tatasawar el achya2 allati o7iso biha itijahak, la3alimta anaka raliyon 3ala 9albi.
la9ad asba7to ataghayaloka fi koli makan, wa asba7at da9at 9albi tatasara3 kolama dakarto ismak, aw kolama 9olta inaka to7iboni. la9ad asba7at achya2 kathira min donik bidon ma3na.
wa kola ma dakarto laka el yawm 3an macha3iri fa hia 7a9i9i. la9ad adrakto ma konta anta to7is bihi min 9abl. wa afhamo el aan el 3adab aladi konta fih. wa ana asifa 7a9a el asaf 3ala kola ma 9oltoho, aw fa3altoho, wa tasababa fi jar7ik wa ta3dibik. el yawm adrakto ma3na el 7ob wa maf3oloho 3ala el insaan. el 7ob yaj3aloka tofakir, wa ta9olo achya2 makanat bi el 7osban. 7ata ani fi ba3d el a7yaan, la a3odo a3rifo nafsi.
hobi la9ad asba7to la ofakiro, ila bik, wa la anamo, ila wa sorato wajhika 3ala 3aynay, wa astafi9o wa ismoka 3ala chafatay.
ini o7ibok, wa arjo mina allah an ya7fada hada el 7ob, wa yoyasira lana tari9ana li nakona fi yawmin ma ma3an.
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habibi law tatasawar el achya2 allati o7iso biha itijahak, la3alimta anaka raliyon 3ala 9albi.
la9ad asba7to ataghayaloka fi koli makan, wa asba7at da9at 9albi tatasara3 kolama dakarto ismak, aw kolama 9olta inaka to7iboni. la9ad asba7at achya2 kathira min donik bidon ma3na.
wa kola ma dakarto laka el yawm 3an macha3iri fa hia 7a9i9i. la9ad adrakto ma konta anta to7is bihi min 9abl. wa afhamo el aan el 3adab aladi konta fih. wa ana asifa 7a9a el asaf 3ala kola ma 9oltoho, aw fa3altoho, wa tasababa fi jar7ik wa ta3dibik. el yawm adrakto ma3na el 7ob wa maf3oloho 3ala el insaan. el 7ob yaj3aloka tofakir, wa ta9olo achya2 makanat bi el 7osban. 7ata ani fi ba3d el a7yaan, la a3odo a3rifo nafsi.
hobi la9ad asba7to la ofakiro, ila bik, wa la anamo, ila wa sorato wajhika 3ala 3aynay, wa astafi9o wa ismoka 3ala chafatay.
ini o7ibok, wa arjo mina allah an ya7fada hada el 7ob, wa yoyasira lana tari9ana li nakona fi yawmin ma ma3an.
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